Could've Gone Mad

Another day and I could've gone mad
Another day and it might've gotten bad
Another day and I might have betrayed
Every scruple I have

--from Could've Gone Mad by Poe

Those of you who know me...well, you know I'm not usually a negative person. I have no idea what came over me during the last week or so, but I have got to get myself out of this rut. It's just not me.

So from this point forward I'm going to slap a smile on my face and get excited about the upcoming long weekend. Who's with me?

I think I may actually go white-trash it with T and camp out in my back yard on Saturday. Bonfires, s'mores, sleepin' under the stars...certainly can't hurt! Note to self: watch for dog poo.

The fact of the matter is that there's no logical reason for our emotions. My life is damn-near perfect, and I just need to nut up and enjoy it. The Princess won't be this small forever, and I don't want to miss a thing...especially due to any selfish brooding. No need to create problems for everyone around me when everything is really going very well for us, all considered. We both have good jobs, The Hubbs is able to stay home with The Princess, and she is a happy and healthy little kid.

Here we go...bye-bye, negativity! Hellooooo me. Nice to see ya...it's been a while. We should totally get together more often. :)